30th

it's been a while since i posted anything about my personal life. seriously, i miss it. i miss writing about sweet-nothings, saying "i love yous" and whatnot. i didn't stop because i got tired of it, no, of course not, i ain't tired, will never get tired doing those things. i was just kind of expecting a little in return, i guess. hehe.

obviously, a lot has changed. things aren't what they used to be. Sad? hmmm..yes, but it's okay, though. things might have changed, but i didn't. still the same person, crazy in love.

Happy 30th, Ed...

i love you! :*

My Mom's on FACEBOOK..shet

Actually i knew all along she has one, err an account on FB...was just ignoring her invite. Don't get me wrong, i love my mom and i don't quite hide secrets from her..i said "not quite"..hehe..it's just that my life's more of an open book on the said site...well, maybe not quite..haha!

anyway, i woke up this morning and checked my inbox..i got an email from her...ANAK, ANG TAGAL NA KITANG INVITE, BAKIT DI MO PA CONFIRM...patay...haha!

eh di CONFIRM...we're now Facebook buddies! haha!...and i figured, hey, this is fun! my BEST FRIEND is on Facebook, now! :)

love yah, Mama! :)

Daddy Ato

Yesterday was the hardest to take. Seeing you finally put to your final resting place was unbearable, too emotional it was. Dad, you have fought a good fight, you have inspired us in so many ways unimaginable. i looked up to you as a family man, as a father, as a devoted husband and a good Samaritan. you were the strictest, most perfectionist Lolo, with a heart i've ever known.

i know you are Happy now with our maker. No more pains, Dad...

We love you...

your legacy will live on.

just a thought

this one just came in my thoughts...

"sometimes, there's beauty in the scars."...don't you think?

Chances

Chances are we'll be the combination
Chances come and carry me
Chances are waiting to be taken
And I can see...

Misguided Ghosts

I am going away for a while
But I'll be back, don't try and follow me
'Cause I'll return as soon as possible
See I'm trying to find my place
But it might not be here where I feel safe
We all learn to make mistakes

And run
From them, from them
With no direction
We'll run from them, from them
With no conviction,

'Cause I'm just one of those ghosts
Traveling endlessly
Don't need no roads
In fact they follow me

And we just go in circles.

Well Now I'm told that this is life
And pain is just a simple compromise
So we can get what we want out of it
Would someone care to classify,
Of broken hearts and twisted minds
So I can find someone to rely on

And run
To them, to them
Full speed ahead
Oh you are not, Useless
We are just

Misguided ghosts
Traveling endlessly
The ones we trusted the most
Pushed us far away
And there's no one road
We should not be the same
But I'm just a ghost
And still they echo me

They echo me in circles...